Well I have managed to stay away from the drama in the other land. It would appear that they are back to stalking me but nonetheless I have not commented and not gotten drawn in. I do still have to figure out what I am going to do about the situation right now with my daughter and her current living situation. I also have to figure out what I can do to help my sister and my brother. My relationships with both are very strained at this point. Things are slightly better with my brother again but I know that there is still a big problem there that needs to be adressed. I think that its about time for a big family meeting, we may need to find someone to watch his little girl so that we can all get together and talk about all the things that are happening in all the familys right now. We all effect each other in the way that we act since we are all so close. I know that the holidays are going to be hard this year due to the job situations and thus the money situations with the family at this point. It is hard on everyone. We need more than ever to pull together as a family but I have learned through all my growth and the "psychological crap" (as my brother puts it) that I go for, that part of being a family is getting in your face and saying the hard things. I dont like that I am in a situation or two of being afraid to do that. I should always feel free above all with the family to speak up and say what I feel about where I am at and where they are at. Family doesnt blindly support each other but says what the fuck are you doing with your life when you are screwing things up and they see it. I have to run so that I can get dressed and get on with my day.